note this

1.when someone seems like he doesnt care,he really dont.
2.when someone just pull the face after u give her ass,meaning that she's angry.
3.when someone refuse to eat with u,dont ask why.
4.when u know u hurt someone,please dont pretend to take it back.
5.when u didnt like her,dont show that u do.
6.dont be too proud of yourself.
7.dont judge people in her prima facie.
8.dont be friend with her,if its concern your own interest.
9.never felt that u own her.
10.never ask her if she seems to not talking to you.

NEVER PUT YOUR DUMBASS IN MY PILE OF LIFE.TY.

i return normal

despite all those sweet things happened-

1.UiTM Mock Trial The Musical : Dibelakang Jalan Lurus which i can say MAGNIFICCCahweesommmeee !

2.Intec's performance

3.Invitation perform at ILC

i've to admit,i'm being quite sad because there's no more practice till morning,no more eating cendol tepi jalan together,no more jajan hunting,no more water sharing,no more lines to remeber,no more steps to empower

yes..no more and frankly saying,,i miss all that :')

standing ovation to uitm mock trial the musical :) the end.

hello ! what a great night !

fiRst of all..i would like to thank everyone especially the Dean of Faculty of Laws,who never stop praising me,thankyou so much maam,and the lecturers who attended and watched the performance :) i ...i mean we..the production,appreciate it much ...your kindness and support were priceless..the laughs,the giggles,thats the one cheered up the night last night ..

as for all the crews,casts and the adhoc,u guys really deserved the honor and respect :) it was a great experience working with all of you..not to forget Becca and the gang for being so cooperative :) and its nice to be part of Uitm Mock Trial The Musical : Di Belakang Jalan Lurus as Siti Saka Sakaratulmaut :)

well,the journey of practicing,remembering the lines,the steps,the mimics and everything took a month or more from our lives..it was such a tiring yet enticing feeling..coping up with assignments,and tight classes schedule,koko plus other things,really provide the ground of challenge for us :0 yep! despite those thing WE MADE IT ! YES PEOPLE! WE MADE IT !
believe it or not,last night performing was the first time ever we 're doing that thing as one packet performance ..and the Bila April's ending,never been planned but that was the sweetest...To Fazley and Imran Ajmain ,thanks for your time,and cooperation and your kindness to show up for us :) and personally,Fazley will always been my inspiration ..

despite of conflicts occured,we conquered it guys ! seriously,this is the greatest team i've been working with ...the seniors were just great and we're enjoying our sacred huha huha time together...

personallyi would like to dedicate this Congratulation to Lanlan,Fiza,Aminul,Tassy,Alia,Shanur,Iz,Ezwar,Aini Hazieqah,Helmi,Fatma,Diba,Fadh,Yasmin,Amir,and fellow friends Aimi,Anaz,Ulfa,Apple,Nash,Jimmy,and the crews..you guys really set a par for the first-timer :)
i love seeing how people appreciate what we're been working for all this time..and to see how they enjoyed it as much as we did on the stage last nita,it ahhhhhhwsome!!! the show just went smooth eventhough we're having some problems with the PA system but it did not matter at all.most importantly,we had gave our best last night ! JAI HO ! ape yg penting?enjoyed the characters kan??

to all my dearest friends,soulmate,classmates,Un,syaz ,lily ,atoi,amrah,amrina and gee,zizi's gang,kinah,nurul ,lila,azira,juniors hazirah,amy,mija,and kwn2 satu badge and others yang tak mention,your appearance and support,always be an inspiration for me :) thankyou once again..

lilysyaz's

p/s : by far,this was the most exciting play i ever involved with :) wishing there'll be more to come..insyaAllah..

fazley.imran ajmain.free book.pictures.autograpgh.

hello ! (bajet ade org bace blog) hehe
anyway,i just came back from MPH Mid Valley for Fazley's new book launching and today is my lucky day when i was called up to smack a ballon down tadi and to my surprise,Fazley asked me to sing a few lines of his quotes from the book. #CINTA.hehe..and i was like so nervous.
my hands,my voice...SHAKING !! (thinking of what music should i use)

and when i saw imran ajmain sit in front of me..i was like hey,why dont i use your song
#SERIBU TAHUN..hehee..so SERIBU TAHUN it be lah :)
and both of them #FAZLEY and #IMRANAJMAIN praised me for that !

"great voice ct"

and for sure i' jumping like a kangaroo (not physically jumping )
recall back six years before.
when i was in Form 3.Fazley come to my schools for the purpose of giving motivation session to all the prefect in the school.i was fuckingly excited when i knew about it but the excitement was called off because i was not a prefect back then :( but luckily i got a friend who knew hoow i adore this guy and willing to gimme Fazley's autograph and poster.and i still have that poster with me :) i pasted it on my door :) (and i even bought his album ,from caset to cd's) see..!

but since that my dream of meeting him in person remained a dream untill today yes today 19NOVEMBER2011 ,under the Mock Trial The Musical club,we were invited to go for the launching of his book :) and everything was like a dream come true then :) and i even told Fazley and all the poepl there about this story.and right after that "he grab a book on the table and give it me and said "take it,its on me "...(what do you expect me to react??!!)

omg i was so overwhealmed! up till now :P

and i got his autograph and not to forget ImranAjmain's too .and he was hell so very handsome!!!!! :)
:)
and it was another great day passed :) memorable.

tired.westlife.evergreen.gazebo Fac Of Law.alla fonte.

to be honest,i have no idea what is wrong with me today.obviously i'm tired.plus not enough sleep.and i dont have any heart to "eh hi,how are you.ade class ke?eh itu eh ini" no no no no...since my mood had been spoiled when i saw the curly specky creatures with green shirt in class this morning...(seriously aku rasa nk lempang je kau).

kurang ajar?(so what?!)

its been 2 weeks since you annoys me with your innocent look.(tak payah nk bajet dok dekat2 la)

cause it wont work.once i dont like you.i dont like you forever.

anyway,to make this post in line with the caption,while writing this,i am listening to the collection of westlife's song..together with mira and atoi :) (racist la mcm ni,makan subway tak ajak kan)

and just painted my hand and labelled it on the piece of cloth for environmental purpose (rase berbaloi ke macam tu?kain tu,cat t ,buat kotor environment ade lah) hahhaa...but i'm being supportive kan .hehehe.

and in the middle of very2 malas to attend the class..

Malaysia Legal System you all..

let us be a good malaysian with a great value and adhere self regulation :)

and musical it should be lah :)

yes.we 'd finally come into our sense that "hey,we're doing musical so *)(&/.,[[#$ (sorry,due to confidentiality matter)
but so far tonight is one of the best nite of rehearsing for me lah...*personally*
you know what,sometimes its not about wanna be looked cool or *wah! cayalah* by others tau..its about you and your originality....its an art people..just be yourself..imagining yourself as a piece of art *some people may disagree*...
and improvising...and accepting others opinion...*just dont treat yourself as police-producer lah pulak! hahaha...
and we know,its not about can YOU do it ?! its all about can WE do it ?and shake it like a boom boom :)

*praying*

insanity.war.breakdown.ignorance.

when you suddenly "sentap-ing" someone with your word,thats mean you're succeed in making that "someone" hates you so much.

sounds serious?it is.
have a nice day.

~2 weeks before the show~

overflow

yes! that is the word that best describes me now..OVERFLOW.
i'm a busy lady man:)
i'm tall (not so ),dark,pretty,hot,and tempting and and...talented.hahaha
okay..sure u guys (uitmians) dah pretty aware that on 25th nov 2011 nnt akan ade satu event held by Fac of Law Uitm Shah Alam,Selangor Darul Ehsan that is so called
Mock Trial The Musical : Di Belakang Jalan Lurus...
but poorly,due tu some confidentiality matter,i cant disclose u the synopsis of the story..

wonder why i exxageratedly promoting this event?
cause I AM IN IT laaaaaahh! hahahaha..yes..i am one of the actors in the teathre (did i spell it right?got some issues with these letter) :)

okay back to these.i am rehearsing this for almost a month (oh my god and there's only less than 2 weeks left and i'm still counting the steps!)
hey!i'm dancing okay...and quite shocked! i'm flexible ! yet i'm doing the sexy back moves! hahahaha...gila apa...never thought of doing so before :P

and now ,here i am..in thick jungle of class,and tons of assignments,and vigorously packed training schedules..wow..sounds so ARTIS okay ! (might consider of getting a personal assistant)
poyo kan? but thats life bebeh !

but it seems like i'm liking all this...well,i got classes early at the morning and practices at night ! dang ! full...and i met such a joyous group of people i never thought i would know before this..yea and i'm breaking the barriers of networking..i create networks and spamming my label to them :)

so far i enjoy doing this and hoping that ther'll be more to come :)
(and and and i'll be meeting Dr Fazley and Imran Ajmain 101 okayyy )


p/s :to those who had bought the tickets,hope you guys will enjoy the show :)

broken inside.

has anyone ever been in the situation where you are being abandoned and tarnished...err..i mean its not like people cuss u all over ..no..i mean people are just leaving you and forget you almost every side of their eyes could be?have you ?have you?

well if u ever been in that situation..cheerois! lets give applause ! clap clap clap (the sound you made when clapping) and thats means,,,hey....satu gang lah!
so...obviously..i AM in that situation whereby i've been waiting for someone only to say "hi,hallo" and whatnot can..but it ended up..apekejadahnya takde msg lnsg..?ape kejadahnye takde call..no call...no misscall....i mean?what are you playing?ha?apa you ingat i ni apa?a bonzai tree that you can come whenever you feel you want?

somehow i'm thinking that..."hey,you really playing the game kan?"
okay okay..if u insisting on playing...why not i join kan?lalala..
since you the one who started this kan..u dont have time for me...i bet.,tah u know my name lagi ke tak in your phone?

but that is fine...really fine...no worries..just wait till tou have some hindrances or some sort of problems,that is when you'll come to me...and as usual la...i'll accept you with my open heart...baik kan baik kan?

but seriously...if you are not interested to someone,could you just tell her right on the face "hey,we're just friends..i love someone else"
but if yo,yes YOU,sending cues that you seem to like her,give her hope,and then in the middle of the girl embraces the feeling of the FAKE hope,you ignored her like a pig ignoring the mud!

what a!!
and if you like her but yet you're not ready to commit....itsokay...but again..DO TELL HER!
you guys ni mcm ade problem of TELLING or infroming kan?why ah?come on..polish up your communication skill a bit....it may lead to broken heart u see..emm..that is why women are better than men in that..

and yet....dont ever complain if the girl just repeat the shits that you did....
remember,,,a tooth for a tooth...and in this case..you give shits,it may fall back onto your face!

whatever it is.it is true that..

a

Cusack darling :)

i think i wanna marry you.

i think i 'm falling for you :)

aisheteru

Menunggu sesuatu yang sangat menyebalkan bagiku
Saat ku harus bersabar dan trus bersabar
Menantikan kehadiran dirimu
Entah sampai kapan aku harus menunggu

Sesuatu yang sangat sulit tuk kujalani
Hidup dalam kesendirian sepi tanpamu
Kadang kuberpikir cari penggantimu
Saat kau jauh disana

Walau raga kita terpisah jauh
Namun hati kita selalu dekat
Bila kau rindu pejamkan matamu
Dan rasakan a a a aku

Kekuatan cinta kita takkan pernah rapuh
Terhapus ruang dan waktu
Percayakan kesetiaan ini
Pada ketulusan a a ai aishiteru

Gelisah sesaat saja tiada kabarmu kucuriga
Entah penantianku takkan sia-sia
Dan berikan satu jawaban pasti
Entah sampai kapan aku harus bertahan

Saat kau jauh disana rasa cemburu
Merasuk kedalam pikiranku melayang
Tak tentu arah tentang dirimu
Apakah sama yang kau rasakan

Satu sendiri pikiran melayang terbang
Perasaan resah gelisah
Jalani kenyataan hidup tanpa gairah
O…wu..wo..o..

Lupakan segala obsesi dan ambisimu
Akhiri semuanya cukup sampai disini
Dan buktikan pengorbanan cintamu untukku
Kumohon kau kembali

Kimita tuokukitemo
Kiminoi shuaguaratala

Shiniteruyo shiniteruyo

pretty lady

back to basic

definitely

okay.after i've been so called Perempuan Murahan,maruah kat kaki,desperado,and what not,there's a time where i think,i should definitely back to basic.everythg happened because of me..i cant think rationally..and wisely..

but of course,people learnt from mistakes..so do i..
but i never thought we cannt ake friends with our exes.
that a wisdom i cant uphold no more.
it may come like,other people cant accept it..

and i respect it

obviously..
this thg makes me scare..
of having another one..
i hate revenge,
and i dont want people to have bad faith and intention on me.

ok peeps..i've learnt.
say no more.
i better make wise decision before taking another steps.

cache

"Sometimes when we leave our loved one,it doesn't mean that we have stopped loving him..but it is the best way to say i love you"

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."
-St. Augustine

nora elena fever

featuring Aaron Aziz and Siti Saleha as the lead actors..
i never watched the movie..but the feedbacks and the ratings are totally outrageous..idk..my friends keep telling me..hey u should watch this...aaron is so romantic and more...haha..there was a day where i planned to take a sip of the movie,but the timing ,just dont suit me...miahaha...while everybody was at home at 7pm,i'm in my car.driving to nowhere.but surely it doesnt fit me.

p/s:it is just another version of modern fairytale =)

JAY-Lost

hello?where are?whattaya doing?why u didnt pick up my calls?my messages..!why dont u reply them?
(take a look at the phone,it was like 10 msges received)
hahaha..
suddenly some girls/boys around u passed by and laughing..(not laughing at u lahh)
and she/he heard..
who's laughing?who's the girl/boy?
where are u seriously?
hahaha..

that's the norms today..i mean not really today.for so long it has been there..yeah right there..where?
INSIDE YOU!
but the forewords will be..

"Love is not jealous, ... does not look for its own interests, does not become provoked."1 Corinthians 13:4 [New World Translation of the Holy Scriptures]

Jealousy is when you react negatively towards the possibility of losing what you have to someone else.

usually involves three people, rather than just two,you, the person who has what you want and the person who threatens to take it away..hehehe..

like what i'm having for the last 2 weeks..yah!i'm being so jealous if i saw the pictures of my ex boy friend with another girl (which is his current gf)..in fact because of it..i'd become a great professional stalker..i stalk the gf's profile like everyday and after that i'll get pissed.crazy yet true..hehe

and what happen to me that time?

1.my mood swing

2.i can easily scold people

3.obscenes

4.i'll throw anythg near me (i broke my glassball twice)

5.i rather be silent(ignored everyone)

but somehow i realised,hey,i cant keep being like this..life must go on..he's not the one for me..MAYBE....hmm..

but thats true right?if he loves me enough,he will not cheat on me at the first place?thats clear everything..hehe

the thing is..u can be jealous..but make sure u know how to handle it..i'm not an expert in this..but i'm learning...learn it all...forget it all..HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

nah...just joking...

p/s:i'llthink i'll be okay by now.jealous is to show love.but overshowing it....not good at all..

have a nice day ! =)

of Facebook or Twitter?

Well all my friends got facebook.. but on twitter loads of randomers are following me, and they dont really care what i tweet so i tweet loads of 'crap'

and if i would post that on fb everyone would leave a mean comments and stuff like oh thats not funny, get over it.in twitter I can ask a question and get an instantaneous response.on my facebook it tend to be people full of feeling sorry for themselves and it just gets boring and tedious.
but you do get lots of things like games and that on facebook.but even though there is all that i still think that twitter is better than facebook! there is some cool things that you can follow once you get into twitter.

but yea another good thing is that i dont have many friend on twitter so i can just tweet a lot of crap ..like i did..hahaha..
but i think for now i kinda need them both...well..in facebook,there's lot of some real friend out there which means dozens of them i know who ..
but on twitter its just a place for me to just follow (i 'm following lots) and been followed by strangers who in real didnt know me and i'm barely knew them either..and sometimes its a good crap if u wanna just saying odd word or vulgar thing and do some obscenes..hahaha...both is entertaining lahh =)

of john legend

hahaha...kinda pathetic if i told u that...I JUST KNEW who is John Legend at 1352 pm today..hahahaha...how loser i am..hehe...well...its an achievement la since i've been living with his song "everybody knows"...urghh! i love the song...but he's the typical black guy la..with curly hair and whatnot..hahahaha...kinda sweet i see..hehehe...but black guy remains as black unless u decide to do the face job like late MJ...god..rest him in peace..so,,john legend is a legend i guess..u should listen to him sometimes..and "so high" is not that bad..but of course "everybody knows" maintain the top!

boar....iggggg!

boring, monotonous, tedious, irksome, tiresome, humdrum.
a disease that can never be cured unless u have something interesting to do.of course laaa!if u have something interesting to do,u will not be boring at the first place!aiyyoohh!
and that is what i'm having right now..hahaha..i just laying helplessly on my bed surrounded by my fluffy pillows all over me and here i am!talking about boring and the gang!
pathetic person i am right?
friends?nahhh..dont wanna talk about them..i'm not fond of talking about them actually.hahaha...weird huh?but that's me.
and by the way..i'm listening to roberta flack..kinda soothing me out..hahaha...yes!killing me softly with his song..i tried this song so many times during my karoeke time..and not shocking..i can handle it..(snobbbbb) hehehe..it's a good song actually...so like u can swing all over while close yr eyes..lalala..kind of jazzy a bit...wait!it is jazz song is it?haha..this is one of my greatest fav list.keep on listening to this..hahaha...eh wait! just now i said i'm boring is it?but then here i am talking about a great song by roberta flack?who am i?RUMPLESTILLSKIN???bluahhhhh..hahaha..ok fine.actually i'm boring.but while writing this,i pla this song...duhh..have a nice day peeps! =)