i wonder....how cn we,people,accept the truth dat
life is not as fun as we think,,,yet it is hard like we never thought it
will be..,i mean,,,let's just segmented life into a few phase..
1)babyhood
2)teenagers
3)adult
4)golden age
OMG!for God sake,,i hope my golden age wouldn't cone too fast,,,
btb,,babyhood....i think this is not the most difficult
part of us,,the only thing we have to bear is,,we can't ask
for "neneng" if we r thirsty,,of coz la,,,we can't tell...
"mak!adik nk susu" as clear as now,,,so,,,we have to strain our muscle,,,,
and cry
for a bottle of "susu cap kantung"........i think that is the healthiest
and "barokah" food over the globe..now i know why i'm being this
plumpy,,haha..
and we keep on crying and growing as big as we can till now..
then,,,teenagers,,,i wonder,,,this is the best part ever,,haha,,
this is the part where i'm being the centre of attention in my family..
with my dangdut song,,,,,with my neneng...(i isap neneng till i standard 6 tau)
with my mas idayu gelek,,haha,,,evryone seems happy to be entertained..
entering tadika,,,that is the time i did my first performance at PTK,,i
was the little buzzing bee in yellow black stripes costume.hehe
everything seem to be under control at this age,,,
however.
when it comes to begin a journey of an adult,,,,i become so weak,,,,and flat..
i really hate my secondary school journey,,,coz there's nothing about it
that can be proud of,,
back then,,,i was so stupid,,,,hidious,,yet,,i like the way my looks transform
year by year..
i gain a lot of experience in dealing with different style of people,,,
and when i got a place in Uni,,,i found the same atmosphere ,,,the same
air,,,but definitely not the same people,,,,
here,,i manage to apply some of my skills,,
"motivating people=motivating myself"
for somehow,,,I believe dat people never know how special
someone is until they leave, but maybe sometimes its important to leave,
so they are given that chance to see how special that someone really is..
come on,,,,,wake up!!!!!!
look,,i never try to be bias,,,,but,,,let us try to be with the"victim"
lets understand both characters....then,u'll understand evrything,,,yet,,i still
uphold that,,,people are not perfect"...but the effort to be 1 should be given
gratitude...
"n this is the hardest part of my life,,when i'm trying to be a freelance listener,
flexible,,,just,,,and fair
only to satisfy both...but I believe,,,when u want people to believe u
with all the secrets,,,,u should make them believe in u first,
and to what extent does this matter related to u?i think
everyone had this before,,,it's nice,,,to know that u r believable.....he3
~MAY ALLAH BLESS U~
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Siti wins more and more........
yeezzza,,,,tonite is my best nite i guess..why??
coz ct wins!!!
1)Anugerah Penyanyi Wanita Popular
2)Anugerah Bintang Paling Popular
ct looks absolutely stunning tonite,,,
even i cannot bear to not to look at her,,,eventhough she's in TV and i'm right here,on my furry2 sofa,with iced milo in my left hand and a slice of Gardenia bread in my right,,
Siti nurhaliza,,,u are outrageously amazing,,,,with the look,the voice,the
humanity,,,,,,u deserved to win,,,
no one can beat u,,,,even ,,,who's that guy,,,Mawi???~whose received a great cikaBOOOOOO from the audience when his name is mentioned ,,,,n Nabil????both of them can never put you down,,,,it is u yourself who keep hiking the mountain of greatness,,,
OMG!!!!how i wish to see u,,,taking a precious photo with u,,,
ask u to sign in my diary and
write a piece of word in there,,,,,oh Siti!!!!!!!
it is a great feeling to see u win back your throne,,,keep it up Siti,,
~ILOVESITINURHALIZAVERYMUCH~
coz ct wins!!!
1)Anugerah Penyanyi Wanita Popular
2)Anugerah Bintang Paling Popular
ct looks absolutely stunning tonite,,,
even i cannot bear to not to look at her,,,eventhough she's in TV and i'm right here,on my furry2 sofa,with iced milo in my left hand and a slice of Gardenia bread in my right,,
Siti nurhaliza,,,u are outrageously amazing,,,,with the look,the voice,the
humanity,,,,,,u deserved to win,,,
no one can beat u,,,,even ,,,who's that guy,,,Mawi???~whose received a great cikaBOOOOOO from the audience when his name is mentioned ,,,,n Nabil????both of them can never put you down,,,,it is u yourself who keep hiking the mountain of greatness,,,
OMG!!!!how i wish to see u,,,taking a precious photo with u,,,
ask u to sign in my diary and
write a piece of word in there,,,,,oh Siti!!!!!!!
it is a great feeling to see u win back your throne,,,keep it up Siti,,
~ILOVESITINURHALIZAVERYMUCH~
Comedian Din beramboi laid to rest in peace....
Al-fatihah....after spending a moment of hardship,,,the family of Allayarham Mior Ahmad Fuad Mior Badri, or usually known as Din Beramboi had to accept that the comedian and part time DJ died at the Selayang Hospital early yesterday morning.Din Beramboi, 44, was admitted on Monday evening for fever.However, he was in critical condition with dengue shock syndrome by Thursday evening.Hope he rest in peace,,,May Allah bless him..Amin,,
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
finally,,,,aku ckp bende yg make sense..
mlm dop boring sensorg ,,,aku tgk tb,,,
agk2 cam Malaysia ni dh ktndusan cite2 yg best,,,so,,aku lyn la saluran
nasional,,,TV1,,cm bunyi lwk la plak, kn,,,drpd aku dop lyn ulangan Halimah
Jongan the series,,,baik aku lyn SUARA SISWA...moderate by Dr.Fazley,,,tp
mase tu da halfway da pom,,,emm,,,demi melayani nafsu aku yg menggila nk tgk kehenseman Dr.fazley ni,,,aku pom ikut la serba sedikit poin2 yg di bg oleh panel2...
Aku smpat tangkap satu mende yg bg aku,,,agk mnarik utk aku@org lain pk2 kn,,,especially student lah ye,,,
"KUALITI GRADUAN MENURUN,INTERGRITI SEMAKIN NIPIS"
agk2 betol x?ok,,ak menggunaknn kepakaran aku menggoggling mende2 yg ntah pape kt network tu,,,ape yg dpt aku phm,integriti menjurus kepada maksud kejujuran, keadaan sempurna dan utuh dan boleh merujuk kepada kualiti untuk menjadi seorang yang jujur.Maknenye,,,,,overall yg bleh diambik,,,mende2 yg ade dlm diri kite ni yg bleh mmbawa kpd keberjayaan,tu lah mende intergriti tuh,,,woih,,ayat,,,,lam kamus pom ntah ade ke tidak pktaan keberjayaan tuh,,,
canne ntah care2 yg kite bleh amik utk kite membudayakn nilai2 intergriti ni kt kampus?
(di sini aku bg keutamaan kt student lah ye,,pasal aku pom student gk,,,so,,secara x lnsg aku mngingatkan diri aku)
n,seingat aku,some of the panel gtau:
1.ade certain2 plicy
2,siswa ptt paham,intergriti ni bukan 1 tindakan,tp 1 tabiat yg ptt di pupuk secara berterusan.
3.ubah mentaliti
4.memupuk nilai intergriti dlm kelas-ni tugas lecturers la,,
n aku rase Dr.fazley ptt ade rase terpukul sbb aku rase point 3 ngan 4 tu,panel MPP tu cm da cuak(bosan) ngn die,,,sbb,before dat,ade sorg panel ni ckp,lecturers patot amik peranan utk igt@alertkan student2 about the kepentingan of intergrity,,tp,,dibalas oleh Dr.Fazley,,,xkn la hari2 nk kene diingatkn,,nnti jadik cm budak skolah pulak,,somehow,,aku rase mentaliti Dr.Fazley sndiri dh setkan,,,"MCM BUDAK SKOLAH"..n aku stuju bila sorg wakil mpp tu ade ckp yg,"kalo kite still ade mntaliti "MCM BUDAK SKOLAH" tu,,,smpai bile kite x smpai ke capaian intergriti,,,
N aku gk tertarik ngn satu paradigma yg tengah attack kite skrg ni,,,mngkin ade yg terlibat,,n mgkin ade yg x...budaya "TAKOT KERANA BENAR,BERANI SBB BACE BLOG"..lwk tol,.
tp betol gk,,skrg ni,,kalo kite tgk,,,blogger2 ni cm da ade 1 kuase veto kt kite punye country ni,,rakyat kite lebih takotkan bloggers drpd takotkan polis,,,ntah hape2 je la...aku xleh nk komen pnjg2 isu2cenggini,,almaklumlah,,,,rakyat Malaysia ni hati lembut,,,sensitip,,kah3..
tp aku nasihatkan korg,,blogger2 ni amik ktner cite2 @ brite2 tu pom kite xtau,,,so,,kesahihan die x jelas,,korg masg2 ade akal,,,tau nk beza yg mne btol n yg mne slh,,,
agk2 cam Malaysia ni dh ktndusan cite2 yg best,,,so,,aku lyn la saluran
nasional,,,TV1,,cm bunyi lwk la plak, kn,,,drpd aku dop lyn ulangan Halimah
Jongan the series,,,baik aku lyn SUARA SISWA...moderate by Dr.Fazley,,,tp
mase tu da halfway da pom,,,emm,,,demi melayani nafsu aku yg menggila nk tgk kehenseman Dr.fazley ni,,,aku pom ikut la serba sedikit poin2 yg di bg oleh panel2...
Aku smpat tangkap satu mende yg bg aku,,,agk mnarik utk aku@org lain pk2 kn,,,especially student lah ye,,,
"KUALITI GRADUAN MENURUN,INTERGRITI SEMAKIN NIPIS"
agk2 betol x?ok,,ak menggunaknn kepakaran aku menggoggling mende2 yg ntah pape kt network tu,,,ape yg dpt aku phm,integriti menjurus kepada maksud kejujuran, keadaan sempurna dan utuh dan boleh merujuk kepada kualiti untuk menjadi seorang yang jujur.Maknenye,,,,,overall yg bleh diambik,,,mende2 yg ade dlm diri kite ni yg bleh mmbawa kpd keberjayaan,tu lah mende intergriti tuh,,,woih,,ayat,,,,lam kamus pom ntah ade ke tidak pktaan keberjayaan tuh,,,
canne ntah care2 yg kite bleh amik utk kite membudayakn nilai2 intergriti ni kt kampus?
(di sini aku bg keutamaan kt student lah ye,,pasal aku pom student gk,,,so,,secara x lnsg aku mngingatkan diri aku)
n,seingat aku,some of the panel gtau:
1.ade certain2 plicy
2,siswa ptt paham,intergriti ni bukan 1 tindakan,tp 1 tabiat yg ptt di pupuk secara berterusan.
3.ubah mentaliti
4.memupuk nilai intergriti dlm kelas-ni tugas lecturers la,,
n aku rase Dr.fazley ptt ade rase terpukul sbb aku rase point 3 ngan 4 tu,panel MPP tu cm da cuak(bosan) ngn die,,,sbb,before dat,ade sorg panel ni ckp,lecturers patot amik peranan utk igt@alertkan student2 about the kepentingan of intergrity,,tp,,dibalas oleh Dr.Fazley,,,xkn la hari2 nk kene diingatkn,,nnti jadik cm budak skolah pulak,,somehow,,aku rase mentaliti Dr.Fazley sndiri dh setkan,,,"MCM BUDAK SKOLAH"..n aku stuju bila sorg wakil mpp tu ade ckp yg,"kalo kite still ade mntaliti "MCM BUDAK SKOLAH" tu,,,smpai bile kite x smpai ke capaian intergriti,,,
N aku gk tertarik ngn satu paradigma yg tengah attack kite skrg ni,,,mngkin ade yg terlibat,,n mgkin ade yg x...budaya "TAKOT KERANA BENAR,BERANI SBB BACE BLOG"..lwk tol,.
tp betol gk,,skrg ni,,kalo kite tgk,,,blogger2 ni cm da ade 1 kuase veto kt kite punye country ni,,rakyat kite lebih takotkan bloggers drpd takotkan polis,,,ntah hape2 je la...aku xleh nk komen pnjg2 isu2cenggini,,almaklumlah,,,,rakyat Malaysia ni hati lembut,,,sensitip,,kah3..
tp aku nasihatkan korg,,blogger2 ni amik ktner cite2 @ brite2 tu pom kite xtau,,,so,,kesahihan die x jelas,,korg masg2 ade akal,,,tau nk beza yg mne btol n yg mne slh,,,
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
rase cm x kuasa,,
apsal ntah ngn aku 2,3 ari ni,,,,rase cm cuak,,,p/s:cuak aku disini maknenye buhsan,,BOSAN!!!
proses membesar kah?
even nk update blog pom,,aku cm malas giler da ni,,,,da xde maknenye kasantuana dan kesusilaan lg dh,,,,
manusia ari ni x
pndang sume tu,,,
yg depa pndg,,,asl cantek luar,,,
otomatik
cantek dalam,,,,
BYK CANTEK!!!tlg2,,,,,,tlg jgn judge org x bsebab...nyampah la aku ngn org
mcm ni
eh,,xpe2,,pade yg cantek,,jgn bimbang,,,there will be no obsticles in
your way,,
cume org2 cm aku je,,,yg kene wat effort lebih skit,,almaklumlah,..
berdasarkan kekurangn luar dn dalam aku ni,,,,,trpakse la kn,,
skrg ni hakim bukan je yg dduk baik punye kt singgahsana dlm court,,
tp sume org skrg hakim,,
judging people without consent,,
ape,,igt ko perfect sgt ke?tersentap aku bile kene cenggitu,,
wah3,,,,ko igt aku heran sgt ngn ko...
(time syg dulu heran la gk kn)
ok,,'u!u xlawa pkai cenggitu,,,u,nape mcm tu,,nape mcm ni?!!!!!!
ko igt ko meletop sgt,,,weh,seriously
aku sbnarnye x kesah sgt weh,,,tp bile da kene dpn2 n,,,aku agk
hangen la..
ko tu+otak ko yg 3/4 kefungsian die+mulut bongok ko tu=SHIT!
tau x,,,so,,,,shut your mouth,,,,,balik,,,kunci pintu rapat2,,then bdiri dpn
cermin,,,,,nnti ko nmpk la diri ko yg fake tu,,,hahahaaa,,,,,tolong ar buat...
aku baru je nk bersihkan diri aku dr kutuk2 org,,,tp,,slg ade
manusie cm ko ni,,,,,,buat aku prangai cm sial gk la wey,,,,,,,
opps3,,,lupe lak aku dok kutuk2 ko ni,,,ko tu kn perfect,,sory Tuanku,,,ee,,takotnye,,,,satg,,msti aku kene tulah ni,,,waaa........
pnat la aku cenggini,,len kali,,,kalo rase ko tu x sesuai nk kwn2 ngan kitorg
yg kebanyakan ni,,,,,xpayah la join,,,,kitorg,,,,frankly speaking,,,kalo ko xde pom,,,kitorg x kesah,,,,xde yg lebeh,,,xde yg kurg,,paham kah?xpe2..
take it slowly,,,aku phm yg otak ko tu lmbab,,kah3
dh3,,,,,aku cm da nk termuntah dop sbut2 sal ko,,tu blom aku sbut nme ko lg,,kalu aku sebut,,kompom aku muntah ijau beb,,,
proses membesar kah?
even nk update blog pom,,aku cm malas giler da ni,,,,da xde maknenye kasantuana dan kesusilaan lg dh,,,,
manusia ari ni x
pndang sume tu,,,
yg depa pndg,,,asl cantek luar,,,
otomatik
cantek dalam,,,,
BYK CANTEK!!!tlg2,,,,,,tlg jgn judge org x bsebab...nyampah la aku ngn org
mcm ni
eh,,xpe2,,pade yg cantek,,jgn bimbang,,,there will be no obsticles in
your way,,
cume org2 cm aku je,,,yg kene wat effort lebih skit,,almaklumlah,..
berdasarkan kekurangn luar dn dalam aku ni,,,,,trpakse la kn,,
skrg ni hakim bukan je yg dduk baik punye kt singgahsana dlm court,,
tp sume org skrg hakim,,
judging people without consent,,
ape,,igt ko perfect sgt ke?tersentap aku bile kene cenggitu,,
wah3,,,,ko igt aku heran sgt ngn ko...
(time syg dulu heran la gk kn)
ok,,'u!u xlawa pkai cenggitu,,,u,nape mcm tu,,nape mcm ni?!!!!!!
ko igt ko meletop sgt,,,weh,seriously
aku sbnarnye x kesah sgt weh,,,tp bile da kene dpn2 n,,,aku agk
hangen la..
ko tu+otak ko yg 3/4 kefungsian die+mulut bongok ko tu=SHIT!
tau x,,,so,,,,shut your mouth,,,,,balik,,,kunci pintu rapat2,,then bdiri dpn
cermin,,,,,nnti ko nmpk la diri ko yg fake tu,,,hahahaaa,,,,,tolong ar buat...
aku baru je nk bersihkan diri aku dr kutuk2 org,,,tp,,slg ade
manusie cm ko ni,,,,,,buat aku prangai cm sial gk la wey,,,,,,,
opps3,,,lupe lak aku dok kutuk2 ko ni,,,ko tu kn perfect,,sory Tuanku,,,ee,,takotnye,,,,satg,,msti aku kene tulah ni,,,waaa........
pnat la aku cenggini,,len kali,,,kalo rase ko tu x sesuai nk kwn2 ngan kitorg
yg kebanyakan ni,,,,,xpayah la join,,,,kitorg,,,,frankly speaking,,,kalo ko xde pom,,,kitorg x kesah,,,,xde yg lebeh,,,xde yg kurg,,paham kah?xpe2..
take it slowly,,,aku phm yg otak ko tu lmbab,,kah3
dh3,,,,,aku cm da nk termuntah dop sbut2 sal ko,,tu blom aku sbut nme ko lg,,kalu aku sebut,,kompom aku muntah ijau beb,,,
Sunday, February 28, 2010
diorg....
haha..op koz ni un..hehe
me& alyn..hehe
wif my Emilia(finally,,manage to spell her name correctly)
me& alyn..hehe
wif my Emilia(finally,,manage to spell her name correctly)
pada suatu hari yg permai...
i'm about to finish my 12th chapter of saiko when alyn mule dah nk ngantok2...dop menguap2,,,sbb dop hafal notes saiko....coz esoknye...ade test saiko n we all lebey kurg cam da tersaiko arr tgk mende alah saiko yg berjela2 tuh..sometime jeles plak aku tgk melia ni....aku cam da separuh bernafas ni...die leh lak sng2 lyn ym,,,,siot tol..hehe..
then gelak ngan alyn sal hape ntah..aku bangkit dari peniarapan aku...n start making out some ironically stupid quest,,haaha..mase ni muke Alyn da cam tahap avatar da ngantoknye..
~ok3...continue~
"alyn,,alyn....ct dop mikiyo la kan,ape ntah jd kat kite after sume da abes study,,sume da stat keje,,kite kwn lg x???knl lg x?"hehe...sambil i pelokking my bntal given by my hati yg manees..hehe
sambil selak rambbot die yg bapak tebal tu....die ckp.." ntah,,,,agk2 masg2 da ade ank sume2 da kn????"
dgn imaginasiku yg mnjadi2 ni....aku pom meng imaginekan keadaan tu..
~10 tahun kemudian~
lame bebenor da aku x dtg kedah ni..(sambil pusing stereng kete,drive msok kt area parking CS)
macm norma2 aku yg slalu aku wat bile p CS..aku msti jejakkan kaki ku punyelah kt GUARDIAN.,,saje nk poyo konon2 beli brg kt GUARDIAN even the very only thing aku akn beli dari tempat tuh hanyelah FRAGRANT ROSE FACIAL TISSUES..haha..highlight that,,hehe
so,,aku pom mempoyokan diri dgn berjalan dgn penuhh mendada(mcm slalu) dlm GUARDIAN tu..
mase pass by area deodoran ngn shower....aku cm ade instinct yg kuat je tetibe utk mempalingkan muke aku ke sblah kanan,,tambah plak bile aku terbau gile la kuat shampoo palmolive pink campor ngan conditioner sunsilk warne pink,,lg la kn..~nebes ni~
jantong aku dupdap2...prasaan tu cm perasaan mak shah rukh khan dlm cite kabhi kushi kabhi gham,,mase die dpt instinct nk jumpe shah rukh kt The Blue Water Mall kt London tu..sedey gile kot mase tuh...
~haish!terpesong again!~
aku pom palingkan la kpale aku kt 1 makhluk ni...dari blakang aku da nmpk dah kehitaman kpale die....aku istighfar byk kali kot...rambot die bapak la tebal..~n mase ni lak aku tringatkn aku punye kwn kt uni dulu~rmbot die ngn rambot pompuan yg ade kt depan mate aku skrg ni,,,siyes same kot!hehe..rindu la plak kt die..then aku pom dlm keadaan nk deny la yg tu bukan die,,,,x mgkin,,mane mgkin kitorg ade hrapan utk jmpa afte 10 years bpecah..tmbah2 awek ni bukannye jenis yg suke pi CS pon....mmg tu 1 logika yg bongok la..aku pom sym sensorg nih,,,then die pn paling tgk aku....kitorg bertentang mate....dlm ati aku,,,siyes aku knal pompuan ni....blom smpat aku menuturkan pape,,,,ecece,,,,
TIKAAA!!!dggn suare yg siyes kuat tp kecik,,,ngn mate die bapak la besar(tu pom sbb pkai lens)haha...aku kompom daaa,,,lg2 lak bile die pgg 1 bear yg mngingatkan aku pade sekor bear yg pernah landing baik punye kt aku punye muke smpai tertanggal hbes aku punye ubt jrawat..sah!ni mmmg ALYN!!!segale memori ngn die berkejar-kejaran kt kpale otak aku..1.memory ped3.memori huruf R.wurrrhh3..memori pi beli nasi kt dining..memori p PI ngn die.paling penting.memori kaki die lepak baik punye ats kaki aku smpai aku paralysed.hahaha...terjadilah adegan jejak kaseh jap kt guardian,,,,kitorg borak2 smbil tgu turn nk byr brg ni..smpi aku x sdar aku punye turn ...kitorg borak nih,,,,tibe2 kitorg cm rase ade sorg minah cashier ni dop usyar kitorg dari td...pehal ntah,,
tp yg peliknye..care die usyar kitorg gile saiko beb,,,,rambot panjg,,tp ikat ponny,,,sepit rambot kiri kanan..baju sendat ni...tlinge earings bling2 lg..sluar skinny beb...pastu heels VINCCI yg harge RM109.00(no discount)...die pndg kitorg cm ade sumtim ar..then tibe2,,alyn bisik kt aku,,,cube tgk baik2 mate die,,aku ni,,pehal ntah nk usyar mate2 org,,,tp alyn pkse gk,,
aku pom lyan la an,,,x lyn majok plak..slalunye la..
aku pom usyar neh....bile tap2 mate aku tgkp mate die,,,,,hati aku nebes...mate die bikin wa panas saja..hati aku menjerit2...aku knal mate gatal nih!aku kenal!aku pom teros tnye awek ni..
wekk,,,ko ni un ke?
die cm terkejot berok dah....
"eh,mane ade kak"(skali kuang ajo pggl aku akak)
alyn cm da agk2 da sape...
tp aku ni cm x pasti..
"name pe dik?"aku tnye die..
"NURUL HAFIDZA,,tp org pggl "fIZA" je"
perghhh.....aku pom..."UN!!!ko x knal aku ke UN?ct la...yg muke merah2 tu mase kt merbok dulu"
die buat bongok la kan x hengat2 aku...
then bile aku tunjuk gaye JILAT MINYAK CAP KAPAK...
cm nk pcah 1 guardian tu die gelak..
sakan ni...
rase nye ade customers yg rport sal service bayar lmbat...nth canne dtg sorg pompuan ni..
tinggi..tu pom sbb aku perati heels die bapak la 5 inci kn..
tibe2 je die..
"woih,korg pehal ntah buat bsg kt sini,org lain pom nk bayar gk weh"
un cam da sakai arr kan bengang ngn minah tu...
skali un ckp...
"wa kan,,,skali wa x ingt lu katik,lu mmg daaa...........(bile je un sbut pkataan KATIK tu)
kitorg tros pndg sesame sndiri...tmbh2 plak,bile dpan2 kitorg dgr die mara kwn die sbb...
"weh,,ko bile ntah nk eje name aku leklok,,,EMI la bukan AME!bengong!"
aku teros tersentap!eje name slh?EMI.....LIA??????aku slalu slh eje name die dulu,,,slalu gk kene bangang...mase die agk2 nk blah...aku pom sbut..3000!!!(number ni aku ngn kwn aku MILIA je tau makne die)
die pom tros tersentap gk!die pndg blkg..
smbil gagap2...die pgil...ccccc....CT???
aku pom teros mgalir air mate aku....MILIA........!!
alyn ngn un terus pelok milia....after 3 seconds,,,aku jeles,,,aku pom pegi pelok diorg...
cam x caye..tetbe je bleh jmpe sume org...kt CS,,kt GUARDIAN plak tu.....
then kitorg blah..pegi TG DAWAI,,,tp cm biase..Alyn x join...sbb ape??kite sume tahu..hehe
then gelak ngan alyn sal hape ntah..aku bangkit dari peniarapan aku...n start making out some ironically stupid quest,,haaha..mase ni muke Alyn da cam tahap avatar da ngantoknye..
~ok3...continue~
"alyn,,alyn....ct dop mikiyo la kan,ape ntah jd kat kite after sume da abes study,,sume da stat keje,,kite kwn lg x???knl lg x?"hehe...sambil i pelokking my bntal given by my hati yg manees..hehe
sambil selak rambbot die yg bapak tebal tu....die ckp.." ntah,,,,agk2 masg2 da ade ank sume2 da kn????"
dgn imaginasiku yg mnjadi2 ni....aku pom meng imaginekan keadaan tu..
~10 tahun kemudian~
lame bebenor da aku x dtg kedah ni..(sambil pusing stereng kete,drive msok kt area parking CS)
macm norma2 aku yg slalu aku wat bile p CS..aku msti jejakkan kaki ku punyelah kt GUARDIAN.,,saje nk poyo konon2 beli brg kt GUARDIAN even the very only thing aku akn beli dari tempat tuh hanyelah FRAGRANT ROSE FACIAL TISSUES..haha..highlight that,,hehe
so,,aku pom mempoyokan diri dgn berjalan dgn penuhh mendada(mcm slalu) dlm GUARDIAN tu..
mase pass by area deodoran ngn shower....aku cm ade instinct yg kuat je tetibe utk mempalingkan muke aku ke sblah kanan,,tambah plak bile aku terbau gile la kuat shampoo palmolive pink campor ngan conditioner sunsilk warne pink,,lg la kn..~nebes ni~
jantong aku dupdap2...prasaan tu cm perasaan mak shah rukh khan dlm cite kabhi kushi kabhi gham,,mase die dpt instinct nk jumpe shah rukh kt The Blue Water Mall kt London tu..sedey gile kot mase tuh...
~haish!terpesong again!~
aku pom palingkan la kpale aku kt 1 makhluk ni...dari blakang aku da nmpk dah kehitaman kpale die....aku istighfar byk kali kot...rambot die bapak la tebal..~n mase ni lak aku tringatkn aku punye kwn kt uni dulu~rmbot die ngn rambot pompuan yg ade kt depan mate aku skrg ni,,,siyes same kot!hehe..rindu la plak kt die..then aku pom dlm keadaan nk deny la yg tu bukan die,,,,x mgkin,,mane mgkin kitorg ade hrapan utk jmpa afte 10 years bpecah..tmbah2 awek ni bukannye jenis yg suke pi CS pon....mmg tu 1 logika yg bongok la..aku pom sym sensorg nih,,,then die pn paling tgk aku....kitorg bertentang mate....dlm ati aku,,,siyes aku knal pompuan ni....blom smpat aku menuturkan pape,,,,ecece,,,,
TIKAAA!!!dggn suare yg siyes kuat tp kecik,,,ngn mate die bapak la besar(tu pom sbb pkai lens)haha...aku kompom daaa,,,lg2 lak bile die pgg 1 bear yg mngingatkan aku pade sekor bear yg pernah landing baik punye kt aku punye muke smpai tertanggal hbes aku punye ubt jrawat..sah!ni mmmg ALYN!!!segale memori ngn die berkejar-kejaran kt kpale otak aku..1.memory ped3.memori huruf R.wurrrhh3..memori pi beli nasi kt dining..memori p PI ngn die.paling penting.memori kaki die lepak baik punye ats kaki aku smpai aku paralysed.hahaha...terjadilah adegan jejak kaseh jap kt guardian,,,,kitorg borak2 smbil tgu turn nk byr brg ni..smpi aku x sdar aku punye turn ...kitorg borak nih,,,,tibe2 kitorg cm rase ade sorg minah cashier ni dop usyar kitorg dari td...pehal ntah,,
tp yg peliknye..care die usyar kitorg gile saiko beb,,,,rambot panjg,,tp ikat ponny,,,sepit rambot kiri kanan..baju sendat ni...tlinge earings bling2 lg..sluar skinny beb...pastu heels VINCCI yg harge RM109.00(no discount)...die pndg kitorg cm ade sumtim ar..then tibe2,,alyn bisik kt aku,,,cube tgk baik2 mate die,,aku ni,,pehal ntah nk usyar mate2 org,,,tp alyn pkse gk,,
aku pom lyan la an,,,x lyn majok plak..slalunye la..
aku pom usyar neh....bile tap2 mate aku tgkp mate die,,,,,hati aku nebes...mate die bikin wa panas saja..hati aku menjerit2...aku knal mate gatal nih!aku kenal!aku pom teros tnye awek ni..
wekk,,,ko ni un ke?
die cm terkejot berok dah....
"eh,mane ade kak"(skali kuang ajo pggl aku akak)
alyn cm da agk2 da sape...
tp aku ni cm x pasti..
"name pe dik?"aku tnye die..
"NURUL HAFIDZA,,tp org pggl "fIZA" je"
perghhh.....aku pom..."UN!!!ko x knal aku ke UN?ct la...yg muke merah2 tu mase kt merbok dulu"
die buat bongok la kan x hengat2 aku...
then bile aku tunjuk gaye JILAT MINYAK CAP KAPAK...
cm nk pcah 1 guardian tu die gelak..
sakan ni...
rase nye ade customers yg rport sal service bayar lmbat...nth canne dtg sorg pompuan ni..
tinggi..tu pom sbb aku perati heels die bapak la 5 inci kn..
tibe2 je die..
"woih,korg pehal ntah buat bsg kt sini,org lain pom nk bayar gk weh"
un cam da sakai arr kan bengang ngn minah tu...
skali un ckp...
"wa kan,,,skali wa x ingt lu katik,lu mmg daaa...........(bile je un sbut pkataan KATIK tu)
kitorg tros pndg sesame sndiri...tmbh2 plak,bile dpan2 kitorg dgr die mara kwn die sbb...
"weh,,ko bile ntah nk eje name aku leklok,,,EMI la bukan AME!bengong!"
aku teros tersentap!eje name slh?EMI.....LIA??????aku slalu slh eje name die dulu,,,slalu gk kene bangang...mase die agk2 nk blah...aku pom sbut..3000!!!(number ni aku ngn kwn aku MILIA je tau makne die)
die pom tros tersentap gk!die pndg blkg..
smbil gagap2...die pgil...ccccc....CT???
aku pom teros mgalir air mate aku....MILIA........!!
alyn ngn un terus pelok milia....after 3 seconds,,,aku jeles,,,aku pom pegi pelok diorg...
cam x caye..tetbe je bleh jmpe sume org...kt CS,,kt GUARDIAN plak tu.....
then kitorg blah..pegi TG DAWAI,,,tp cm biase..Alyn x join...sbb ape??kite sume tahu..hehe
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