back to basic

definitely

okay.after i've been so called Perempuan Murahan,maruah kat kaki,desperado,and what not,there's a time where i think,i should definitely back to basic.everythg happened because of me..i cant think rationally..and wisely..

but of course,people learnt from mistakes..so do i..
but i never thought we cannt ake friends with our exes.
that a wisdom i cant uphold no more.
it may come like,other people cant accept it..

and i respect it

obviously..
this thg makes me scare..
of having another one..
i hate revenge,
and i dont want people to have bad faith and intention on me.

ok peeps..i've learnt.
say no more.
i better make wise decision before taking another steps.

cache

"Sometimes when we leave our loved one,it doesn't mean that we have stopped loving him..but it is the best way to say i love you"

"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."
-St. Augustine

nora elena fever

featuring Aaron Aziz and Siti Saleha as the lead actors..
i never watched the movie..but the feedbacks and the ratings are totally outrageous..idk..my friends keep telling me..hey u should watch this...aaron is so romantic and more...haha..there was a day where i planned to take a sip of the movie,but the timing ,just dont suit me...miahaha...while everybody was at home at 7pm,i'm in my car.driving to nowhere.but surely it doesnt fit me.

p/s:it is just another version of modern fairytale =)

JAY-Lost

hello?where are?whattaya doing?why u didnt pick up my calls?my messages..!why dont u reply them?
(take a look at the phone,it was like 10 msges received)
hahaha..
suddenly some girls/boys around u passed by and laughing..(not laughing at u lahh)
and she/he heard..
who's laughing?who's the girl/boy?
where are u seriously?
hahaha..

that's the norms today..i mean not really today.for so long it has been there..yeah right there..where?
INSIDE YOU!
but the forewords will be..

"Love is not jealous, ... does not look for its own interests, does not become provoked."1 Corinthians 13:4 [New World Translation of the Holy Scriptures]

Jealousy is when you react negatively towards the possibility of losing what you have to someone else.

usually involves three people, rather than just two,you, the person who has what you want and the person who threatens to take it away..hehehe..

like what i'm having for the last 2 weeks..yah!i'm being so jealous if i saw the pictures of my ex boy friend with another girl (which is his current gf)..in fact because of it..i'd become a great professional stalker..i stalk the gf's profile like everyday and after that i'll get pissed.crazy yet true..hehe

and what happen to me that time?

1.my mood swing

2.i can easily scold people

3.obscenes

4.i'll throw anythg near me (i broke my glassball twice)

5.i rather be silent(ignored everyone)

but somehow i realised,hey,i cant keep being like this..life must go on..he's not the one for me..MAYBE....hmm..

but thats true right?if he loves me enough,he will not cheat on me at the first place?thats clear everything..hehe

the thing is..u can be jealous..but make sure u know how to handle it..i'm not an expert in this..but i'm learning...learn it all...forget it all..HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

nah...just joking...

p/s:i'llthink i'll be okay by now.jealous is to show love.but overshowing it....not good at all..

have a nice day ! =)

of Facebook or Twitter?

Well all my friends got facebook.. but on twitter loads of randomers are following me, and they dont really care what i tweet so i tweet loads of 'crap'

and if i would post that on fb everyone would leave a mean comments and stuff like oh thats not funny, get over it.in twitter I can ask a question and get an instantaneous response.on my facebook it tend to be people full of feeling sorry for themselves and it just gets boring and tedious.
but you do get lots of things like games and that on facebook.but even though there is all that i still think that twitter is better than facebook! there is some cool things that you can follow once you get into twitter.

but yea another good thing is that i dont have many friend on twitter so i can just tweet a lot of crap ..like i did..hahaha..
but i think for now i kinda need them both...well..in facebook,there's lot of some real friend out there which means dozens of them i know who ..
but on twitter its just a place for me to just follow (i 'm following lots) and been followed by strangers who in real didnt know me and i'm barely knew them either..and sometimes its a good crap if u wanna just saying odd word or vulgar thing and do some obscenes..hahaha...both is entertaining lahh =)

of john legend

hahaha...kinda pathetic if i told u that...I JUST KNEW who is John Legend at 1352 pm today..hahahaha...how loser i am..hehe...well...its an achievement la since i've been living with his song "everybody knows"...urghh! i love the song...but he's the typical black guy la..with curly hair and whatnot..hahahaha...kinda sweet i see..hehehe...but black guy remains as black unless u decide to do the face job like late MJ...god..rest him in peace..so,,john legend is a legend i guess..u should listen to him sometimes..and "so high" is not that bad..but of course "everybody knows" maintain the top!

boar....iggggg!

boring, monotonous, tedious, irksome, tiresome, humdrum.
a disease that can never be cured unless u have something interesting to do.of course laaa!if u have something interesting to do,u will not be boring at the first place!aiyyoohh!
and that is what i'm having right now..hahaha..i just laying helplessly on my bed surrounded by my fluffy pillows all over me and here i am!talking about boring and the gang!
pathetic person i am right?
friends?nahhh..dont wanna talk about them..i'm not fond of talking about them actually.hahaha...weird huh?but that's me.
and by the way..i'm listening to roberta flack..kinda soothing me out..hahaha...yes!killing me softly with his song..i tried this song so many times during my karoeke time..and not shocking..i can handle it..(snobbbbb) hehehe..it's a good song actually...so like u can swing all over while close yr eyes..lalala..kind of jazzy a bit...wait!it is jazz song is it?haha..this is one of my greatest fav list.keep on listening to this..hahaha...eh wait! just now i said i'm boring is it?but then here i am talking about a great song by roberta flack?who am i?RUMPLESTILLSKIN???bluahhhhh..hahaha..ok fine.actually i'm boring.but while writing this,i pla this song...duhh..have a nice day peeps! =)