i was just started..............

i was just started to text you when you texted me saying that you dont have time to reply
i was just starting to call you when you said that you're busy enough to answer me
i was just started to miss you when you said that "bukannye x leh jumpa lansung"
i was just started to ask you for dinner when you said "kenyang"
i was just started to buy you something when you said ''dah ade sume tu"
i was just started to say a word when you said "diam jap,on call"
i was just started to look at you when you said "ape pandang pandang?''
i was just started to show you my favourite dvd when you said "boringlah citer ni"
i was just started to show you my favourite bag when you said "bukan dah ade ke yg ni?''
and

i was just started to LOVE you when you said "Enough"



when i was ready for a commitment,why dont you?
when
all this time,you keep blaming me for not being enthuasiastic,and for not being a human being by letting just you loving me and not both of us.
dear mister,in order to know is to learn,after all this while,i'm learning you and in matter of fact,i started to love you when i thought
"maybe he is the right one for me"
but actually,its ambigous.
whose being crap?