sucks

what the hell is going here?
actually aku pun tak tahu..someone told me ..okay...someone...she asked u the "thing" today...and i was like...knp la dia tnya kan...but never mind..thing happened..
used to tell you okay..what i felt about you..and you were like.....diam...and pure2 i tak pnah bgtau anythg...em.let it be..i never put any hopes on man,,especially those yg takleh nk buat stand and keputusan sdiri...

but why nk persoalkan can i like u when i'm actually in love with someone?hahaha...funny...told u already,,,budak penang tu.....he's gone...better yet yes!he dumped me!and somehow u come in frront of me...we 're like being friends and more?nope i think..cause you;re the one yg ckp...takkan kapel la ape lah kan,,sbb takut jadik mcm dulu..and me myself pun taknk piki lagi benda2 tuu..

the thing is...why cant a guy make thing simple if that thing tu simple je sbnrnye?yeah..i've crushed on u...but after knowing u..
and that doesnt mean when i like someone,kene directly become couple ke ape...pffftt,,,as u said kan...

i dont expect much from u actually..i've done my part...and thats it...if this a real goodbye..what can i say more..

p/s:benda ni bleh settle je kalau awk tak emo..seriously

Malam Gala Karyawan

Prof Madya A.Razak Mohaideen

VC and Erra Fazira (i bet he's the man of the night)

Senator Jins Samsudin

of Nur Kasih,Mr.Kabir Bhatia

Datuk Sifu M.Nasir and wife

the veterans,,Mariani and Rosnani Jamil

Mr Ramli Ms and Kak Limah..hehehe

Iqram Dinzly =)

Zizan Nin

Rosyam Nor

we have Norman KRU and Norish Karman

ok peeps...!last night i dpt free pass utk attend satu malam anugerah yg for me..not bad la (kalau nk amik kira event tu fully supervised by student) of Tekar,(teknologi kreatif or what,lupa..)
smalam i think i'm the only Law student yg ade kat dalam tu while i was surrounded by them..the Tekarians la kan..

my first impression,
1)its a students project..so dont expect much
2)its their first time..how grand it can be

but then i changed my mind and "well..it's not a s bad as i expect it to be"
i enjoy most of the performanne..especially the Tarian Bako Satay..hehehe...
but sayangnya...ade a few yg kurang...especially dekat boyband tu..despite,their piper was amazing!stunning!
and why the hell they invited the duta tu.rase cm membazir a part...yeah...he got the song,but...ada yg lagi baik kot..heheheehe..

cooperation i puji!korg punye hardwork...tiptop!i learnt one or two thing last night..a leader,to be seen as perfect,u should have a great team mates...and you're guys are lucky..

and i'm a bit frustrated...sbb igt Tiz zaqyah dtg...tapi tak..hahaha
by the way...miss Hanis Zalikha pun ade smalam,,,,but nk snap tu...i dekat krusi audience je..dia dok depan..hehehehe..and she's gorgeous anyway =)

itchy handwriting

okay peeps.its been a long in journey (almost three sacred months in this very shah alam) since i updated my last post...and by this time i am laughing after watching a video on the president of czech is a pen stealer!..hehehehe..kantoi!but somehow i admire yr confident sire!u can steal a 20 dollar pen in front of massive media...salute!hats off!(sambil tabik)

what sould i say?
being here in shah alam..yeah..i'm proud of that..and still am.
but u see la kan...i'm a bit congested dgn ragam people dkat sini..ada yg macam siamang lah,,,burung gagak la.lipas lah..merak kayangan la...variety of people ada kat sini..and maybe like "someone" used to say.i'm in the middle of coperating with the new environment here cause somehow at the very first moment,i cant adapt the way of life here (maybe la) as one of my "spectator " said to my friend and better yet too happen,the friend of mine told me about this..hehehe..okay..thank you sbb caring..much much appreciate..=) (actually the one yg ckp mcm tu la yg troublesome nk adapt sbnrnye....i bet)

maybe to those yg dh bace my post before wonder how i handle those things tu kan..i can say..everything went smooth after that after i bace al fatihah evrytime i klua bilik nk ke kelas ad smile to anyone yg i bumped into..yah..that's me...senang sgt senyum kat org (SS)

by the way...people used to tag me as a loner..yeah...some leprechaurn used to speak on my behalf and tell others "hey you know,she's some kind of this,she's some kind of that"
GOSHHHH people..awat la suka sgt ckp pasal org ni ha?kesian org tu tau...and kesian u sbb i pernah mencarut and sumpah seranah u sbb u buat i macam tu..takmau kawan,hahaha
okayy..the way i said taknak kwn is so like ...Gedik!

hahaha..tu lah,,never wonder yg ade some mutants yg adore i sgt smpai sebok2 nak amik tau pasal i..sebok2 nk tolong buat statement untuk i...macam i ni artis plak,,org ckp mcm tu ,,mcm ni..i was like "WHY YOU SO OBSESSED WITH ME?duhhh..

tak pasal2 i blur everytime people approached i and tnya "hey,betul ke u ni mcm tu mcm ni?"

oh ye...one morething i realised about life is..there's some people love to use other for their own interest...wanna know how i realised?i've been there ok!
some jerk ada yg terhegeh2 cam ape je bile ade problems and leave me without nothing bila dh dpt ape yg die nak.......(sobs sobs sobs)

hey..am i crying??nope...i just....~sigh~wonder apesal la lebai malang sangat nasib aku ni..hahahaa..
tapi actually,simpel shit stuffs mcm tu tak burden i pun,,its just...ade org mcm tu rupenye.i thought it was just a tale..hehehe...dulu tak pecaye woo..skli kene...wa pecaye sampi mati....sambil buat rempitzz..

and i pun dh tak kesah dh now.i do everythg my way...kalau u agree ikot..if not..emm..u see the exit door out there?u can walk there and run along the stairs and go to h*ll..hehehehe..sangat brani kan i...ee...nnt abah i bace ni mesti dia marah.heheehe

plus..i rase skrg ni better i maintain myself this way...em..somehow this way works well on me..hehehe..and i'm happy for the sake of...i have my life and i own it...nothing can come in front and jeorpady me...if ade yg nk jeorpady jugak...i karate guna chakura naruto...dush dush..i gangster tau!!!