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Wednesday, November 18, 2009

when there is lacuna.....

after being manipulated for past 3 days,i've seen there something incomplete with me...something still missing...ya!!!!that's lacuna!!!!
well....as far as my observation,,,people do not care who u are,,,,what's your achievements...what's your contribution......the 1st thing they demand from you is what u have???this world is going to be really crap!!how can they're being really mean and ruthless?somehow,i stunned when this is really happen to me..i just keep asking myself,,am i giving not enough to them?it does make me laughing....laughing..my other version of crying...hehe...u c..people are not well grateful on everything they have...they just hoping for more and more...although we can only give less..i really yearn to call this damn living thing as hypnotic balloon....once we got them in hands,,they give us fun..joy..n sort of that...but after we missed them,it fled away...making us running after them,,,then,leave us innocently all alone without any explanantion....well people...it seems that u do not know the beautiful meaning of unending frenship....you just came as ants when we pour sugar onto the floor,,then after you've enjoyed what we give,,you left us like we're only a packet of sweetmeat to you....that's irrational.... friendship..for me is an unending legacy that unfolding love.....why are you treating me like a jerk.....!!damn!!yes,,i know i am a little bit difficult to be noticed...but i got my own feeling....to be loved..pampered.... and remembered.....and now i think that you only come to me if,and only if you had a really terrible problem...em...dun worry...tikah can help....tikah can give you this...tikah can easily be fooled,,,,she willl do evrything...she is dull...is that what you think about me??huh??so funny you guys...for now this is how i can recreated myself...jus being who i used to be...and i am agree...sometimes...silent can be very loud......i can't be perfect....and will never be one....i just love of being me even i am so tired of that.....

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